The never ending fight!!


Who decides whether my dream will come true,

Its true world is big enough.

But my fight is with myself..

Still a fight to make my place in this world.

Would i be or would I vanish like many others before

Time alone can tell.


Blessed – Elton John


Hey you, you’re a child in my head
You haven’t walked yet
Your first words have yet to be said
But I swear you’ll be blessed

I know you’re still just a dream
your eyes might be green
Or the bluest that I’ve ever seen
Anyway you’ll be blessed

And you, you’ll be blessed
You’ll have the best
I promise you that
I’ll pick a star from the sky

Pull your name from a hat
I promise you that, promise you that, promise you that
You’ll be blessed 

I need you before I’m too old
To have and to hold
To walk with you and watch you grow
And know that you’re blessedImage

The Price of Innocence


Isn’t everything so beautiful,

Are not things so easy,

We expect all to be smooth,

But then a moment takes it all away.

Including myself from others.

Then I just can’t recover,

Who will understand what that moment has taken away from me?

I wish that moment would never have come

When I would just be myself and my innocence would never have been lost

Who is to be blamed I myself or the other?

Nobody understands my plight

And I find myself alone with nobody to go back to

I wait forever….

Sometimes its b…


Sometimes its better to be in pain,

Sometimes nobody understands the pain,

Sometimes its better to be alone,

Sometimes it better not have friends,

Cause when that person leaves you the pain is unacceptable,

Who will understand my misery?

It can only be me and not any one else.

God and Me in troubled times


I always fight with You,

I always say I will do what I want,

But You invariably interfere with my life,

However much I want to deny You,

You seem never to allow me forget the say You have in my life,

Why? How? I am still trying to find out.

I live in a world of denial,

Because deep inside I know,

However hard I might try and fight You

You would never allow me to win,

Is it that You cant see me happy?

Cause as soon as happiness comes knocking at my door,

You show up and play Your game,

That is why I say I tend to doubt You, 

Because You do whatever it is You feel like,

And never ever what I want.

May be I am selfish,

But why do You always choose me and not others?Image

I know i am not…


I know i am not a perfect friend,
You have hurt me many times and i’ve tried to mend.
I never questioned you back.

Maybe i should say goodbye.
Would it be better for me to go?,
I asked you, and you said “No”.
Why say no when i hurt you so bad,
But believe me,
you’re not the only one that’s sad.
I made my best friend hurt like mad,

If i left would you be glad?.
Deep in my heart,
I’ll always know,
Even if i go!

My Own Eulogy


Till now i am ask myself why is it that no one believes in me,
Still I find myself left alone,
I make friends without expecting anything in return,
But gradually as we start understanding each other,
Why is it that always ‘I, Me, Myself” is the first thing that comes from my mouth?
I say I am selfish, yet its true the other person also is the same,
I may be frank and say everything that comes to mind whether it hurts or not,
As i believe I have to show the reality of truth to my friend.
I never consider what will hurt but I would love to speak my mind not stifle it within me,
Once i tried keeping things to myself and who suffered was just me, no one else.
My suffering was optional, my friend didn’t understand when I told him the same,
He said that time had passed by and that I should have conveyed the same earlier.

The more you share, the stronger a relationship gets,
The bond doesn’t depend on what people depends on what we think.

I still believe I made some space in your world,

Today or tomorrow my presence will vanish,

But some day I hope I will be always be remembered.Image