What pisses me off?


What pisses me off is the fact that a beautiful friendship that could’ve lasted between a boy and a girl gets fucked up…totally fucked up…cause the girl develops ‘feeling’, feelings of bloody ‘love’ for that boy who she thought was the one person who truly understood her, who cared for her, who she could share her deepest thoughts with…all fucked up!!

In reality the boy sees girl as merely a ‘friend’, good friend even..but LOVE (na huh…zilch!!). Girl is faced with the hurtful dilemma of balancing friendship and her feelings of love. There are moments she wants her old buddy…times when she wished he could love her, acknowledge her feelings at least..moments she wants to spend time with him jjust to hear his voice and moments when she does not even want him in sight!

A pitiful condition…a condition where love fucks up a friendship!:(


My Own Eulogy


Till now i am ask myself why is it that no one believes in me,
Still I find myself left alone,
I make friends without expecting anything in return,
But gradually as we start understanding each other,
Why is it that always ‘I, Me, Myself” is the first thing that comes from my mouth?
I say I am selfish, yet its true the other person also is the same,
I may be frank and say everything that comes to mind whether it hurts or not,
As i believe I have to show the reality of truth to my friend.
I never consider what will hurt but I would love to speak my mind not stifle it within me,
Once i tried keeping things to myself and who suffered was just me, no one else.
My suffering was optional, my friend didn’t understand when I told him the same,
He said that time had passed by and that I should have conveyed the same earlier.

The more you share, the stronger a relationship gets,
The bond doesn’t depend on what people think..it depends on what we think.

I still believe I made some space in your world,

Today or tomorrow my presence will vanish,

But some day I hope I will be always be remembered.Image



For me you are not a mystery,

But for the world you are so,

You have always stood by me in my bad times,

But never sought to partake of the good times. 

You portray yourself as someone selfish,

But when the time comes to think about yourself,

You rather give preference to others.

For me time spent with you is always a pleasure,

And indeed as and when I will look back in time,

You will always be cherished.

The greatest thing I can tell the world about you,

Is that you have no fear of failure.

You live life to the fullest every single day.

There are times I can’t believe..

How an individual can give so much to the world,

And in return ask for nothing back.

You do not value things that at this time,

Means everything to the world like ‘money’,

I truly time again and again say,

My respect for you has increased ever since

I have gotten to know you more.

God has not blessed you with everything,

But He has gifted you with something so unique and special,

which even if some one tries to be..CAN NEVER BE! Image




Friendship is a strange thing…….
We find ourselves telling each other the deepest detail of our lives……
Things we don’t even share with our families……

But who is a friend……?

A Confidence?
A Shoulder to cry on?
An Ear to Listen?
A Heart to Feel?
A Friend can be all of these things and more…….

No matter wher we met…..
No matter how long we have been together…..
I call you a friend because…..

You read and Understand me Better than i do……

Its True….